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Juz wanna share ...

I WANT COLD STONE!!

I WANT BEN & JERRYS!!

I'm sooooo craving for ice cream.

**bump to the top

I love my mom!

I just finished watching "Anak" for the second time. It made me cry again. It's one of those movies that makes you realize the value of your mother. I just feel so lucky that my mom is so great. I mean, yeah ... there are times that we don't agree with things but in the end, I know she's just looking out for me. At shempre ako naman, I'll always find a way to do what I want ... pasaway kasi ako. hahaha. But regardless ... she never leaves my side and is always ever patient with me. Kaya siguro ko mejo pasensyosa (OK fine Gie ... super pasensyosa, hehe). I know she loves me, and I love her. =)

I know malayo pa ang Mother's Day ... pero I want everyday to be Mother's Day so Ma ... HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! You are the greatest mom ... and even more!! I love you!!!

(cute kong baby noh! Check out my mom ... sexy!)

(o da va, nakahood pa! at si mama, mega-ngiti!)

(ang taba ng mga mukha namin!)

(ngunit dito, payat kami!! at shempre, ang shades ni mama ... super laki!)

(not so cool shades ... haha)

(this was at Wayfarer's Chapel in California .. nice noh?)

(this was on the ferry going to Ellis Island & the Statue of Liberty)

Congrats my dear brother!

My little brother just checked the results for his college entrance exam. He got in for his course INDUSTRIAL ENGINEERING at UST.

Congrats JC!!

Love you my dear brother!! Kahit nahihiya kang sabihin ... alam kong nararamdaman mong love mo din ako. hehehehe. I'm so proud of you JC!! Remember, dito lang si Ate when you need something! (pwera datung!! bwahaha)

Right here waiting for you ...

Oceans apart day after day ... And I slowly go insane ... I hear your voice on the line ... But it doesn't stop the pain ... If I see you next to never ... How can we say forever ... Wherever you go ... Whatever you do ... I will be right here waiting for you ... Whatever it takes ... Or how my heart breaks ... I will be right here waiting for you ...... I took for granted ... all the times ... That I thought would last somehow ... I hear the laughter ... I taste the tears ... But I can't get near you now ... Oh, can't you see it baby ... You've got me goin' crazy ... Wherever you go ... Whatever you do ... I will be right here waiting for you ... Whatever it takes ... Or how my heart breaks ... I will be right here waiting for you ...... I wonder how we can survive this romance ... But in the end ... if I'm with you I'll take the chance ...... Oh, can't you see it baby ... You've got me goin' crazy ... Wherever you go ... Whatever you do ... I will be right here waiting for you ... Whatever it takes ... Or how my heart breaks ... I will be right here waiting for you

You can't make someone love you,

All you can do is

be someone who can be loved,

The rest is up to the person to

realize your worth.

Ayoko na umiyak. Pagod na ko sa kaiiyak. Sana maging masaya na ko. Mabait naman na ako ah? Haay, baka di pa oras para maging masaya ako. Pero sana, dumating na yung oras na un. Sana. Sana.

it's interesting so ... pinost ko dito.

thank you for calling!
it's posted by brightsideboy (Jan 23, 2006 @ 2:53AM) views: 200
callcenter::

Sa six months kong pagtatrabaho sa callcenter, di ko na malaman kung ilang 'merikano na ang namura ko habang nakamute, kung ilan na ang nasabihan ko ng tanga at ilan na ang binabaan ko ng fone dahil sa sobrang hirap umintindi: di ko alam kung hindi ba nila naiiintindihan accent ko o di lang nila maintindihan kung pinagagawa ko, at minsan pa, sasabihan kang IDIOT pag pinaulet mo ung sinabi nila... na kung tutuusin ay dapat sila ang sinsabihan ng IDIOT dahil ultimo monitor, di nila alam kung ano tawag.

Dati, tuwang tuwa ako pag may nakikilala akong 'merikano. Ung mama ko kasi maraming kilalang taga US, then pag nagbabakasyon dito sa Pinas e sinasama ako ng mama ko sa mga bahay nila. Syempre bata ako nun, inggit na inggit ako sa kulay blue na mata nila, blonde hair and spokening dollars nila na OO lang ako ng OO pag may sinasabi sila saken (kasi di ko maintindihan) tapos tatawa akon g pagkalakas lakas pag tumatawa na rin sila...

But as time goes by, i realize na all they've got are bright blue eyes, golden locks, white skin, good heights and nothing more: they aint got too much brains..(ang yabang ko no) KASI ito lang ang paraan ko para makabawi sa panlalait ng mga to di lang saken, minsan, sa buong pilipinas pa. pero di ko naman nilalahat ung mga 'merikano: meron din naman konti na natutuwa pag nalaman nilang pilipino ang kausap nila, pero mas marami ang naaasiwa... they think ALL FILIPINOS are dumb.

Biruin mo, sila na nga tong tatawag para manghingi ng tulong sa computer nila, sila pa galit. Tinutulungan mo na nga, sasabihan ka pang Stupid, IDIOT AT lahat-lahat na just for the plain reason na hindi mo ma explain sa kanila, in the most simplistic way na maiintindihan nila kung ano at nasan ang START BUTTON::

"if ur using a windows, it's in the lower LEFT of ur monitor"

"HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT I'M NOT USING WINDOWS! I'M USING A DELL!!! GIVE ME UR SUPERVISOR U IDIOT. I DONT WANNA WASTE MY TIME FOR CRAP."

WHAPAKKK!!!

Tong mg tatang-tangang 'merikanong to, sila na nga nangangailangan ng tulong, sila pa galit:

pero on the brighter side, kung walang mga tatanga-tangang 'merikano na nahihirapan mag turn off ng computer wala kong trabahao, at hindi lang ako kung pati na rin ung mga libo-libong call center agents sa buong pilipinas. mag pasalamat tau kasi pinanganak na magagaling ang mga pilipino, at magdasal tau na madaming bobong 'merikano pa ang ipanganak para magkaron tau ng maraming trabaho, kahit papano.

dalawang uri lang ang tao sa mundo:
una, ung mga magaganda
pangalawa, ung mga matatalino
natanong nyo na ba kung bakit maganda ang mga 'merikano??

disclaimer chuva: I just got this from an email. And like what I said in the title ... it's interesting so I posted it. I did not make it. okidox?

Sharp Pains

The week started okay. I actually thought the whole week would be just great. But ... this day is not so good, not good at all. I don't like how things are going. Sometime this morning, my chest tightened, aka chest pains. It feels like my lungs are being deprived of oxygen and my heart is being pierced. I last felt this around 2nd quarter and October til early November of 2005. I didn't think I'd feel this too soon. Oh well. I just hope things get better. Sabi nga ng mga nakakatanda ... Everything happens for a reason. I just hope the reasons are good.

"In any negative thing that happens to you, there is always a blessing in disguise. It depends on how you look at it." ~~ My Mom

I've shed some tears this morning. Now, I'm still at the brink of crying. ¤=(

Goals

I've been putting together this list for some time now, I think it's about time I post it. This is not really like a new year's resolution list but this list is like my "guideline". Kung baga, to keep me sorta focused or at least I have a checklist. Chaka, stuff in the list aren't like super drastic stuff ... it's stuff I wanna do.

Goals for 2006

• Lose 15-20 lbs and get rid of my belly fat or at least make it less obvious - I wanna be able to wear a 2 pc swim suit ng hindi nahihiya
• Have a higher salary
• Get a complete check up (Medical/Physical, Dental, OB-Gyn, Vision) - Hey, there's salary deduction for these, I might as well use it.
• Eat healthier - which means no fastfood ... shiet, kaya ko ba toh?!?!?!?
• Have my own apartment located in a nice area
• Get my NY drivers license - coz what I have right now is a Learner's Permit aka Student's License)
• Scout for schools that offer Nursing ... compare tuition fees, ask for requirements, etc.
• Prepare for the Nursing requirements
• Be able to watch a Broadway Show
• Build my credit

That is the 2006 list for now. But I'll keep on updating it in case a "new need" arise.

Since I'm on a goal-listing mood, I wanna list my long term goal na din. Life goals:

• Get a Masters Degree either in Nursing or Psychology - Hey, it won't hurt to have a back-up plan in case the whole Nursing thing won't work out. I'm not totally gonna erase MA in Psychology as an option, that will be my Plan B.
• Have enough money to have a nice decent life, and earn a little more so I can share it with my family. - My mom & Tito Mon's speech (though I wasn't there) inspired me. The speech was that he was inspired by Tiyo Martin (who was actually like a great-grand-uncle) who shares his blessings with the family.
• Be able to support my mom coz I owe my life to her, pero actually, it's not just utang na loob, I wanna be able to provide for her the way she provided for me coz I love her and I don't want her to have a hard time when she's old. *big grin* And yeah, alagaan ko na din tatay ko. *sigh*pout*
• Visit different countries and experience different cultures.
• Have an GOOD impact on everyone I meet so that I will have a positive influence in their life.
• Buy a house and car - Gusto ko may sarili akong pundar before magasawa. hehe.
• Get married and celebrate our wonderful love for the rest of our lives.
• Have kids (even number ... either 2 or 4) and raise them the way my mom raised me & my brothers. I want them to have great personalities and excellent principles. I want them to have the traditional Filipino Family values and practices.
• Die peacefully knowing that my kids grew up to be great individuals with a good heart and stable career. Also ... be buried in the Philippines beside my Lola at Loyola.
• Meet God and ask all my questions. - teka wait, di na pala life goal toh coz after-life na itoh. hehe.

(this list might go through some changes from time to time)

I just want to share ...

... I LOVE MATH!!

Call me a nerd if you want but I really do!! Numbers are great. hehe. In fact, I love the game called SUDOKU ... it's not super math-solving but it's numbers nevertheless. haha.

Saturday Night

It was Tito Rod's, Nate's, Tita Cheng's & Tito's (I forgot the name) birthday. So went to New Jersey coz they had a joint celebration. There was a variety of food but I didn't eat a lot coz I felt conscious. After dinner, we did karaoke .... they made me sing!! I wasn't able to escape this time!! If I remember it right, I sang "Tell Me" by Joey Albert. hehehe.




There was also some dancing ...



So anyway, one of the night's highlight is the fight between Manny Pacquiao and Erik Morales. Of all of us there, there were 2 who was for Morales. When the match started, everyone was really glued to the TV and really intently watching. Everyone was cheering for their man. May mga times pa that we screamed ... clapped ... some even cursed when their man got hit. hehe. When Morales got knocked out the first time in round 10 but then stood up afterwards ... we were all at the edge of our seats and screaming "tuloy mo na! sige pa!". He continued hitting Morales and then a TKO. Yey! We won!! Philippines won!! Hooray!!



Before going home, there was a "picture taking thingy".

tangina!

My mom just told me na she got hit by a motorcycle. The cars stopped to let her cross so when she got in the middle, she stopped to look to the right side. Then she looked to the left again (which was all clear) then ayun, may parating nang gagong nakamotor. Not only did the guy on the motorcycle go against the traffic, hindi niya na narealize na kaya nakastop ang mga car was because may tumatawid and the stoplight is RED. Stupid asshole. Tangina niyong mga nagmomotorsiklo kayo!! Napakairresponsable niyo!! Mga hinayupak kayo!!

But depsite all this, there was some some good pa din. Kasi after the motorcycle ... may stupid car na nag-against the traffic din. Mga linchak na di makapaghintay and would like to take advantage of the clear lane (na opposite direction naman)!! So anyway, if the motorcycle didn't hit my mom, the car would most likely have. I guess, better na bruise sa left leg (brought about by the motorcycle) ang nakuha niya instead of broken bones (if car ang tumama).

I was crying while kachat ko si Mama coz I got really scared. I don't know what I'll do kung may mangyari sa kanya. I mean ... eventually, everyone will have to face the inevitable, but I'm not ready for that.

Anyway ...

TO ALL YOU F*CKING *SSH*L*S NA IRRESPONSABLE ...

I HOPE MAKARMA KAYO.

TO ALL THOSE WHO RIDE MOTORCYCLES OR KAHIT CAR PA ...

BE CAREFUL COZ

ONE STUPID MISTAKE CAN RUIN PEOPLE'S LIVES.

survey

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you think?
taba mo na!

2. How much cash do you have on you? right now?
$20ish

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?
pest

4. Favorite planet?
earth

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
Tita Meren ... actually Lola Meren.

7. What shirt are you wearing?
long light blue Mossimo shirt

8. Do you "label" yourself?
no

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing right now.
Reebok

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
Berlin?? super sweet lady. I love hanging out with her ... mishu Bling!

12. What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping

13. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
don't forget to take the *e**

14. What's a saying that you say a lot?
"have a good day"

15. Who last told you they loved you ?
my mom

16. Last furry thing you touched?
tanya & exley

17. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days?
drugs? would Zantac count?

18. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
0

19. Favorite age you have been so far?
22 ... though it was a crazy crazy age ... i love it coz i learned a lot, i felt all the emotions i can think of

20. Your worst enemy?
my insecurity

21. What is your current desktop picture?
family picture

22. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"what!! i'm not on myspace!!"
background: I just heard a voice that said "Hey, get off of MySpace." When I turned around, it was Greg (he was making fun of me). Then I said I wasn't on it now. He said he just saw the survey. Then I was like "what!! i'm not on myspace!!"

23. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret?
a million bucks!

24. Do you like someone?
yep *giggle*giggle*

25. The last song you listened to?
pieces of me

The Battle of the Brainless is back!

Just so you know, nakuha ko ito sa email and it brightened up my day. So, I just thought of posting it so people visiting this site might be entertained! Here it goes!

Host: What "N" (narra) is the national tree of the Philippines?

Contestant: Niyog?

Host: Mas matigas pa diyan.

Contestant: (in a strong-sounding voice) NIYOG!!!

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Host: Saan "B" (Bagumbayan) binaril si Jose Rizal?

Contestant: Sa back?

Host: O sige, puwede rin na ang simula ay letter "L" (Luneta).

Contestant: Likod?

Host: Hindi pa rin. Para mas madali, "R.P." ang initials ng modern name nito (Rizal Park).

Contestant: Rear Part? (Susme! Likod pa rin yun!)


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Host: Saan "B" (beach) tayo madalas pumunta pag summer upang maligo?

Contestant: Banyo?

Host: Hindi, pag pumunta ka doon, maaarawan ka.

Contestant: Bubong?

Host: Hindi, marami kang makikita duong mga babaeng naka-bikini.

Contestant: Beerhouse!

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Host: Anong "L" (Lifeguard) ang tawag sa tao na sumasagip sa iyo pag ikaw ay nalulunod?

Contestant: Lifebuoy?

Host: Hindi, pero kahawig nga ng pangalan ng sabon ang pangalan ng ito.

Contestant : Safeguard?

Host: Hindi, pagsamahin mo yung dalawang sagot mo.

Contestant : Safe Buoy?

Host: Hindi siya "boy" at matipuno nga ang kaniyang katawan.

Contestant: Ah, Mr. Clean!

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Host: Anong "S" (Salbabida) ang ginagamit na flotation device sa dagat upang hindi ka malunod?

Contestant: Sirena?

Host: Hindi! Hindi ito babae.

Contestant: Siyokoy?

Host: Hindi ito lalake.

Contestant: Siyoke?

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Host: What "S" (Sampaguita) is the national flower of the Philippines?

Contestant: Sunflower?

Host: Hindi. Binebenta ito sa kalye.

Contestant: Stork?

Host: Hindi. Bulaklak sabi eh.

Contestant: Sitsarong bulaklak?

Host: Hindi pa rin. It ends with a letter "A".

Contestant: Sitsarong bulaklak na may suka?

Host: Oh, para madali, uulitin ko ang clues at dadagdagan ko pa! Anong pangalan ng bulaklak na nagsisimula sa "S", nagtatapos sa letrang "A", at kapangalan ng isang sikat na singer?

Contestant: Si...Sharon Cuneta!

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Host: Sino ang kauna-unahang Chess Grandmaster (Eugene Torre) of Asia?

Contestant: Carole KING?

Host: Hindi, mas mababa sa king.

Contestant: Al QUINN?

Host: Hindi, tagalog ang apelyido niya.

Contestant: Armida Siguion-REYNA?

Host: Hindi pa rin. Mas mababa sa reyna.

Contestant: BISHOP Bacani?

Host: Mas mababa sa bishop.

Contestant: Johnny MidNIGHT?

Host: Ma! s mababa sa Knight.

Contestant: Jerry PONS?

Host: Oh, ayan na, nabanggit mo na lahat ng piyesa sa Chess. Yung kahuli-hulihang piyesa na lang.

Contestant: Sylvia laTORRE!

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Host: Sino ang national hero na naka-picture sa 500 Peso bill? Clue, may initials na N.A. (Ninoy Aquino)

Contestant: Nora Aunor?

Host: Hindi. Ang pangalan niya ay nage-end sa "Y".

Contestant: Guy Aunor?

Host: Hindi. Dati siyang Senador.

Contestant: Si Former Senator Guy Aunor?

Host: Hindi. Patay na siya.

Contestant: ANO??!! PATAY NA SI NORA AUNOR???!!!

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Host: What "K" (kalabaw) is the national animal of the Philippines?

Contestant: Kuto?

Host: Hinde. Clue, it tills the land.

Contestant: Kutong Lupa!

I made up my mind!

For months now, I've been trying to figure out what I want to study. My options are to get a Masters degree or take Nursing. The reason I want to get a Masters degree is coz I'm really interested in Psychology and I want to further my studies in that field. BUT, I'm taking that up is gonna be expensive. As for Nursing, I like it coz it's close to my initial plan which was taking up Medicine (I took up BS Psychology for college as a pre-med but plans changed). The good thing about it is it's in demand and the salary is good. The bad thing is that I'd have to memorize a lot again.

I've been talking to my mom about this thing for weeks ... actually, months. She's always been supportive of me. Her advice was to check on both ... do some reading about what each entails and see where my heart is. She even said to consider sitting in Tita Nimia's class to see "up close" what a nurse does. FRI: Tita Nimia is a nurse and also a professor (she teaches some classes for Nursing)

Last night, I had a talk with Tita Nimia after dinner about this. She said that if I'm worried about high grades ... stop worrying coz what matters in Nursing is that you pass (but knowing me, I'm gonna be competitive once more). She also said that it's easy to get work after studying as long as I pass the board. About tuition fees, she said that if I worked in the hospital, the hospital will reimburse my tuition fee.

Also, before sleeping, Kat & I talked. Kat has been my friend since 1st year/freshman year college. We've been groupmates for a million times. Anyways, Kat currenly lives in Nevada where she started taking up Nursing last year. (or at least the pre-requisites). I asked for her opinion and thought on my so-called dilemma. While talking, we reminisced about the good old days then we remembered we had something in common. We both took Psychology as a pre-med course but we both decided not to go into Med School. hehe. So, I asked her a lot of questions, but the more important and "defining" question was "Kaya ko kaya?" to which she replied something like this "Ninna! Kilala kita! Magkasama tayo buong college at kagroup pa kita sa thesis! Kaya mo noh! Matalino ka kaya! Kaya mo yun noh!"

After hearing that, I sorta made my mind ... I'm gonna take up Nursing. As much as possible, I don't want to take any loan coz I don't like owing people money but if I have to, I will. My goal is to go back to school by 2007. I just need to fix some things this year but 2007 ... I'm definitely going back to school.

grrr

I hate not having things go my way. I get really pissed and usually on the brink of crying. I get agitated and very irritable. Maybe I’m just being bratty but I hate not having control in my life, especially now that I’m about to turn 23 in a month. Hohum.

hay naku ...

... kung bakit ba naman dapat maging praning ang isang tao? sana lagi na lang may tiwala sa sarili para walang naiinsekyur. kung walang naiinsekyur, wala ding magseselos. marahil isa ito sa mga bagay na babaguhin ko sa taon na ito ... ngunit kung iisipin, matagal ko nang binalak baguhin iyon. pero sa kasawiang palad, sa tuwing di ako magseselos, niloloko ako. isusugal ko bang muli ito? ... oo. dapat isugal muli dahil wala naman akong dapat ikaselos. hindi patas kung mapapraning ng wala sa lugar. sabi ko nga sa huling sinulat ko dito, gagawin ko lahat para maging maayos ang aming relasyon.

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shucks ha, ang hirap ng pure tagalog. hahaha.

Friday the 13th (AM)

Day started out normal. I wonder what "bad things" will happen today ... being Friday the 13th. haha. It's the "unlucky day".

wake up!!

There I was ... sitting oh so comfortably on the bus, trying not to fall asleep. I was thinking, "What should I do to wake me up?".

Then a woman who was twice my size (let's call her "Connie") gets on the bus and sees someone she knows (who was a seat away from me). Connie then decides to sit in between me and her friend, but ... the bus suddenly moves, making her lose her balance. As she was stumbling ... she stepped on ALL my toes. The pain didn't go away until like after 30 minutes.

After that, I thought ... "OK!! I'M UP!! I'M UP!! NO NEED TO WAKE ME UP!! IT HURTS!!"

Am I too optimistic?

Looking back at my "history" ... I think I believe people too much, too fast. This was what got me in trouble in the past. I hope I'll be more cautious with the people I'll meet in the future. Also, I should not be too "hopeful" in the idea that people CAN change. I was just brought up in a good family that I have this belief that people are innately good. Throughout the years though, I've met different people that made messed up my life for some some reason at a certain time ... *SSHOLES, back stabers, slutty girls, CHRONIC LIARS, users, walang-utang-na-loob kind of people, etc. Like what I said in the previous entry, nakakairita na may ganitong mga tao who would actually take advantage of the kindness you are showing to them. For example, even when I have doubts about a person's integrity or even when I hear bad things about that person, I'll try to "stick around" and encourage them to change. Pero kakaiba ang ibang tao, alang pag-asa. Oh well, KARMA will come to them. I rarely want "revenge" on anyone coz I don't want to stoop to their level. But if they get that long-overdue-karma ... I'd be more than happy to watch them suffer. hehe. At least, I wasn't the one who inflicted the suffering. I know masama na I won't be concerned or won't help someone in "need" ... but I'm not a saint who would be good to those I'm sure na bad sa akin.

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KARMA
(I gathered some info on karma!! The "**" parts are my reaction/comments, duh.)

Karma is a sum of all that an individual has done and is currently doing. The effects of those deeds actively create present and future experiences, thus making one responsible for one's own life.
**So in effect, it is NO ONE's fault kung ano ka man now. It's your fault for reacting that way to whatever someone did to you. Hypothetical situation ... somebody spread a rumor about me that I owed them a huge amount of money. Since I'm scared of karma (the person who was saying shit about me obviously is not scared of karma), I'll just be pro-active about it and "correct" the rumor. I won't spread gossip about him to "get even", or seek him out and beat the shit out of him ... coz karma will find those who are guilty. Yokong ako ang babalikan ng karma.

In Buddhist teaching, the law of karma, says only this: `for every event that occurs, there will follow another event whose existence was caused by the first, and this second event will be pleasant or unpleasant according as its cause was skillful or unskillful.' A skillful event is one that is not accompanied by craving, resistance or delusions; an unskillful event is one that is accompanied by any one of those things.
** Funny ... the unskillful event (aka BAD ACTION) includes DELUSIONS or lies!

According to the Vedas, if we sow goodness, we will reap goodness; if we sow evil, we will reap evil. Karma refers to the totality of our actions and their concomitant reactions in this and previous lives, all of which determines our future. The conquest of karma lies in intelligent action and dispassionate reaction. Not all karmas rebound immediately. Some accumulate and return unexpectedly in this or other births.
** Speaking of totality ... karma is something that might not happen now. That's why we have to make sure that whatever we do now is something that we will not regret in the years to come. Let's say that you are the type of person who loves to "do" every girl you see. You might not get the karma this year but possible karmas would be ...
- you eventually get STD
- you mess with the wrong girl and that girl hires someone to beat you up or kill you (which is an easy way out, right?) - you find a nice girl who will believe and accept you for who you are then guys would have kids, then your son would be a real problem child (druggie and all that crap), or your daughter will be used by different guys the way you are used girls when you were younger (you may not be the one personally experiencing the pain but seeing your child suffer is one of the most difficult things in this world)

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Haay naku ... I just hope those people who have been doing bad stuff would change na. It's never too early to live a better life. A person must improve him/herself so that others will treat him/her you better and see him/her as a better person as well.

from vinz ...

a look at 2005 ...

[x] broke a promise
[x] moved away
[x] left the country
[ ] went to a new school
[x] made new friends
[x] fell in love
[x] fell out of love
[x] did something I swore never to do
[x] cried
[ ] stole
[x] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close to me
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] got arrested
[ ] kissed in the rain
[x] slept under the stars
[ ] had a birthday that sucked
[ ] kept my new years resolution
[x] forgot my new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed my life
[ ] met one of my idols
[x] changed my outlook on life
[x] pretended to be sick
[ ] loved him/her knowing they didn't love me back
[ ] gave up something important to me
[x] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about myself
[x] tried something I normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in my life
[x] found out who my true friends were
[x] made a total fool of myself
[x] met great people
[ ] got addicted to myspace
[x] got in a car accident
[ ] fell in love with a teacher at school
[ ] broke a bone
[ ] dyed my hair
[ ] almost died
[ ] went to the ER or was admitted to the hospital
[x] nearly died of laughter
[x] gave up on love

babies!

Wow ... a lot of people are having babies!

Ria had a baby last April 2005. The name of my inaanak is Joshua Ezra Clement Miguel.


Kuya RJ just had a baby boy last October 2005. The name of my inaanak is Zigmund Jhaey Javier.


Now, 3 more babies are on their way! My friends Marion & Lenne are expecting a baby girl (I think) anytime soon!! She's already 2 cm (she just visited the doctor). Sorry Lenne, brinoadcast ko here ... I'm just excited for you guys! Easter and her husband, Cliff, are expecting a baby boy!! And my cousin is also expecting a baby! Our guess is it's a girl coz his gf is glowing daw!!

So I'm happy for everyone!!

As for me, not in the near future. (So wag ka matakot Mama, matagal pa!) I do want to have children pero not now. hehe.

crazy weather

When I went out of the house for work this morning, I was not happy with what I saw. It was raining and snowing! Stupid me ... I chose not to wear a scarf today ... so yeah ... my face were slightly freezing. Unfortunately, I wore my good pair of boots ... it has a velvety texture so the snow kinda ruined it. I'll have to wear my pangharabas boots bukas just in case there's snow again. Wow ... talagang nasa New York na ko ... it's sorta sinking in more and more coz of the snow. Darn. I like looking at snow but I don't like it with rain and with cold temperature ... teka, snow pa ba un! hehe.

Kudos!

Hats off to two certain gals!! They were able to say stuff I can't say and do things I can't do!! *clap*clap*clap*clap*clap*clap*clap*clap*

Hmm ... I should make that one of my resolutions ... to have more guts to do things and not be afraid to speak up.

first tears for 2006

I saw Ate Kaye's post on her multiply of the pictures last January 1 ... the annual reunion of our family. It made me cry coz I wasn't there. Everyone was there except for me and my grandma who passed away. I've never been away from my family except for now. I hate the fact that I wasn't there with them. Don't get me wrong, I love being with Keith and his family, but no one in the whole wide world can ever replace my family. I feel so depressed. I miss my family so much. soooooooooooooooooooooo much.