Survey from Dixie

1.Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a certain person?
` sorta
2.Anything been heavy on your heart lately?
` nothing heavy
3.What's your favorite card game?
` 1...2...3...pass!!!!!!
4.Who was the last person you called?
` Ketty
5.Anything you're giving up on?
` the thoughts of summer
6.Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
` i'm pretty much quiet ... not because i don't have anything to say, but just coz i'm scared to say what's on my mind and heart OR even if i want to say something, i don't know how exactly to phrase my thoughts
7.Do you hate any of your ex's?
` hate is such a strong word
8.What's your biggest turn off?
` immature people and those who say one thing but does another
9.What's your theme song right now?
` fall for you by secondhand serenade
10.Ever cried because of happiness?
` yes
11.What's some things people hate about you?
` i can be very moody
12.Thought about someone today?
` all the time ;)
13.What do you hate about your best friend?
` idk
14.Overall mood today?
` mixed :)
15.What's your weakness?
` Ms
16.What's something you did a while ago?
` went to the beach
17.Know anyone who's been drunk recently?
` ketty
18.Are you happy with who you are?
` yep
19.Do you judge others?
` i try not to
20.Do you enjoy drama?
` not when i'm involved in it
21.Who do you tell everything to?
` Pogi! haha. Uhm, Ria M.
22.Where do you live?
` Yonkers
23.How many friends do you have?
` dami
24.What is the last movie you watched?
` weatherman
25.Who's texting you right now?
` no one
26.What makes you happy?
` talking to my family and Ms
27.Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
` most definitely yes
28.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
` of course
29.How good is Coca-Cola?
` it's ok. i'm not much of a soda drinker
30.How was your day, what'd you do?
` went to the beach, basked in the sun, watched the waves while thinking
31.Who was the last person u kissed?
` JM
32.When was the last time you cleaned your room?
` yesterday
33.Where do you hide your money?
` what money? i don't have any.
34.How did you wake up this morning?
` alarm clock
35.Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset?
` well, it depends who you're with ... if I'm with the one I like, doesn't matter if it's sunrise or sunset coz it's the person you're with that makes it romantic. Even a drive to a store can be romantic. LOL.
36.Last time someone surprised you?
` recently =)
37.What are you excited about?
` lvsess
38.Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
` ears lang, i want to get a tattoo and piercing ... but i don't have the guts yet
39.Do you curse a lot?
` in Tagalog, oo.
40.Most hated food?
` ampalaya
41.What's your favorite song?
` right now ... fall for you and closer
42.What are you doing tonight?
` study

Total: 71

Level 1

( ) Smoked A Cigarette

( ) Smoked A Cigar

( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

Level 2

( ) Are / Have Been In Love

( ) Dumped someone

( ) Been Fired

( ) Been In A Fist Fight

Level 3

( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person

( ) Skipped Class

( ) Slept With A Co-worker

( ) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR:8

Level 4

( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Friends

( ) Been To Paris

( ) Been To Spain

( ) Been On A Plane

( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

Level 5

( ) Eaten Sushi

( ) Been Snowboarding

( ) Met Someone Through Internet

( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

Level 6

( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship

( ) Taken Pain Killers

( ) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have

( ) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By

( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR:17

Level 7

( ) Had A Tea Party

( ) Flown A Kite

( ) Built A Sand Castle

( ) Gone mudding

( ) Played Dress Up

Level 8

( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves

( ) Gone Sliding
( ) Cheated While Playing A Game

( ) Been Lonely

( ) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

Level 10

( ) Watched The Sun Set

( ) Felt An Earthquake

( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR:27

Level 11

( ) Been Tickled

( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized

( ) Been cheated on

( ) Been Misunderstood

Level 12

( ) Won A Contest

( ) Been Suspended From School

( ) Had Detention

( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

Level 13

( ) Had / Have Braces

( ) Eaten a whole tub of ice cream in one night

( ) Danced in the moonlight

Level 14

( ) Hated The Way You Look

( ) Witnessed A Crime

( ) Pole Danced

( ) Questioned Your Heart

( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR:38

Level 15

( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud

( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World

( ) Swam In The sea

( ) Felt Like You Were Dying

Level 16

( ) Cried Yourself To Sleep

( ) Played Cops And Robbers

( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers

( ) Sang Karaoke

( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

Level 17

( ) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't

( ) Made Prank Phone Calls

( ) laughed until sum kind of beverage came out of your nose

( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR :51

Level 18

( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus

( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About

( ) Blown Bubbles

( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

Level 19

( ) Crashed A Party

( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People

( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading

( ) Had A Wish Come True

( ) Been Humped By A cat

Level 20

( ) Worn Pearls

( ) Jumped Off A Bridge

( ) Swam With Dolphins

Level 21

( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes

( ) Kicked A Fish

( ) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes

( ) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars

Level 22

( ) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs

( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel

( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours

( ) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR:64

Level 23

( ) Picked And Ate A Pear Right Off The Tree

( ) Climbed A Tree

( ) Had/Been In A Tree House

( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

Level 24

( ) Believed In Ghosts

( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes

( ) Gone Streaking

( ) Visited Jail

Level 25

( ) Played Chicken

( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on

( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger

( ) Broken A Bone

( ) Been Easily Amused
TOTAL: 71
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I'd rather not check each one. LOL. Just know that the total is 71 out of 100.

Paruparo (butterflies)

It's been a few years since I felt butterflies in my stomach. I'm not talking about the nervous type of butterfly, but the good butterfly. The one that usually is accompanied by a tingling going down the spine and feeling warm as if you were cloaked by something fuzzy. No longer am I irritated kapag hinahawakan kamay ko, or niyayakap ako, or nagriring ang cellphone ko, or kinakamusta ako, or kapag nakikita ko. It's a great feeling.

Survey from Jan

1. Longest relationship?
almost 3 years pero on and off
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2. Shortest?
2 weeks
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3. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you they love you?
seryoso? 3
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4. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with before?
1, yep
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5. Have you ever been cheated on?
yep
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6. What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?
the way they can give you butterflies just by whispering something in your ear ;)
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7.Have you ever had your heart broken?
uhm, yeah

8.When was it last broken?
3 years ago
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9. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
hmmmm, i'd like to think so.
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10. Have you dated people who were not good to you?
well, let's just say i could've been treated better
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11. Have you dated someone older then you?
yep
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12. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
depends on the reason for needing a second chance ... what happened in the first one?
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13. Believe in love at first sight?
Like, maybe. Lust, yes. Love? no.
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14. Ever dated two people at once?
uhm, no?
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15. Do you want to get married?
Yes, eventually.
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16. Wanna say something to some of your ex's?
Grow up and lose the immaturity already!
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17. Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Nope. Wouldn't steal. Borrow pwede? lol.
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18. Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
yes
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Answer it, "What if your ex says"
(Which ex?)
1. Why did you let me go?
because i don't want to hold on anymore
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2. I still love you?
uhm, thanks but i don't feel the same way.
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3. When did we last talk?
i don't really remember
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4. Will you go out with me again?
no
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5. Hey, can I give you a ride?
no, thanks. i'm self-sufficient, i can and will survive.
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6. Was there ever a time that you cheated on me?
sino ka?
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7. My friends say we don't look good together.
yeah, I noticed that too. you didn't realize that? lol.
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8. You have changed.
thank you. that means i'm growing up and evolving, not remaining stunted.
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9. Can we get back together?
NO.
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10. Oh, I know what this is all about.You found someone else.
and so what? things i do with my time, my energy, my life ... are none of your business. you don't even have the right to impose anything.
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11. Don't you realize? You are the one who hurt me!
think of it as a learning process. people get hurt, that's how they learn what to do for next time.
.
12. How can you forget the memories we shared?
what memories? i can't remember anything ... lol.
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13. I will always love you.
i won't.

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asteeg tong survey na toh ah! kakaiba!

My eyes!! My eyes!!! I'm blind!!!!!!

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RIP My Blackberry Pearl

For over a year and a half, I have been graced by his loyalty, his service, his dedication. No matter how I hurt him, he would come back and prove his worth. He was with me when I was happy. He shared my sorrow when I was sad. He helped me calm down when I was upset. He was smart and awesome and delivered me knowledge. He was never selfish, he always let me talk to my friends and family. He always made sure my friends can reach me. Now, he's gone. Although he was kept safely in a bag with the sunblock lotions and lip balm, he is now gone. I guess the bag wasn't that safe of a place. With one big bag wave by Jones B, he was taken away from me. Alas, I am now without my Blackberry. ()&#(@&#;$&*()@&. So pissed.

Anyway ... I don't have any of the previous contact information I had since all the contacts cannot be retrieved. (Yes, I tried hooking up my blackberry to my computer, it won't sync anymore. �@*&;) If you are going to text me or call me, you have to tell me who you are. I'm currently using my friend's phone ... same cell ... but I don't have the same access (email, IM, etc) that I once had. I can only call or text. Okay?

My Current Fave Song

(and will probably be part of my all time fave songs)

Love

(knicked off from Cla's page)

If you love someone, ask them for nothing. Don't hold them back from their destiny. Don't keep them from going off in search of their own answers. Don't ask them for commitment. You will know commitment is real when it is something given willingly, and not as something obligatory. Don't ask them for promises. If you are patient, if you have faith, you will know in your heart when the right time for promises has come.

And when that time arrives, then you will see that you have both lost nothing by setting each other free, and have instead gained a richer, fuller life, a wealth of experiences, and a stronger certainty of your desires.

But should they not return to you, then life hasn't cheated you because no promises were broken. Your bitterness will not last long, and you will feel thankful and blessed that at the very least, this beautiful soul has colored your life, that knowing them has already made life infinitely more meaningful.

By setting a person free, you run a risk of them not returning. But always remember that you found them beautiful precisely because they were free. People are like sunlight. You can feel their warmth, and their glow, but you can't hold them in your hand and keep them with you forever. People CHOOSE to stay. But a choice is made more meaningful when it is made despite so many other options. Love has no restrictions and it is through mistakes that sometimes we see the right answer. Because if you love someone, you ask them for nothing and they will come back to you.

Survey

Q: Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren’t?

||> yep.

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Q: Do you think anyone out there loves you?

||> of course

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Q: What do you currently hear right now?

||> radio and the clickity clack of the keyboard

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Q: Who did you hug last?

||> JM
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Q: Last person who told you things were going to be okay?

||> my mom

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Q: Its 4 in the morning, your phone rings who do you expect it to be?

||> my cousin coz she probably forgot the time difference of CA and NY

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Q: What do you think your best friends doing right now?

||> eating dinner

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Q: How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?

||> ah eh uhm, ewan.

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Q: Does your boyfriend/girlfriend know how you feel?

||> =)

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Q: What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?

||> LV!!!

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Q: Do you think you like anyone?

||> yep

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Q: Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?

||> yep
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Q: Do you like your first name?

||> yep
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Q: Would you ever forgive someone if they cheated on you?

||> uhm ... uhm

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Q: Is there anyone you hate?

||> hate is such a strong word, there are some people i don't like =)

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Q: What are you looking forward to in this month?

||> seeing someone

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Q: What is the natural color of your hair?

||> black

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Q: Are you single or taken?

||> taken

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Q: When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?

||> rainbow brite and the crew

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Q: Have you lost contact with someone you miss?

||> yep

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Q: Do you think you’re old?

||> no!

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Q: Are you afraid of the dark?

||> sometimes

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Q: Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?

||> nope

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Q: Can you see yourself ever being with someone you’ve been with before?

||> nope

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Q: Do you talk alot?

||> with certain people
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Q: Can you play billiards?

||> I can but that doesn't mean I'm good at it
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Q: When was the last time you cried really hard?

||> I can't remember

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Q: If you could change your eye color would you?

||> nope

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Q: Ever kissed one of your friends?

||> nope

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Q: Are you conscious?

||> very

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Q: Last (other's) bed you slept in and with who?

||> Lea's with Lea.

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Q: Ever danced in front of the mirror?

||> lol, yep
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Q: How many hours sleep did you get last night?

||> 5 hrs

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Q: Are you friends with any of your ex?

||> yep

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Q: What music are you listening to?

||> none

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Q: Have you told anybody you loved them today?

||> yep

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Q: Have you ever told anyone about how you felt?

||> yep, but i didn't start it.

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Q: Are you living a lie?

||> maybe

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Q: Who was the last friend/girlfriend/boyfriend in your house?

||> Ms
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Q: Can a girl and a boy be bestfriends with out having feelings for each other at one point in the friendship?

||> yeah.