first tears for 2006

I saw Ate Kaye's post on her multiply of the pictures last January 1 ... the annual reunion of our family. It made me cry coz I wasn't there. Everyone was there except for me and my grandma who passed away. I've never been away from my family except for now. I hate the fact that I wasn't there with them. Don't get me wrong, I love being with Keith and his family, but no one in the whole wide world can ever replace my family. I feel so depressed. I miss my family so much. soooooooooooooooooooooo much.