Happy Birthday Mama!

It's my mom's birthday today (March 27)!

I don't think I'll be where I am without my mom. She always supports me in every way she can. She'll put her own happiness on hold just for us. When I was younger, I remember my brothers and I fighting over who sleeps next to my mom. We were all duwag, scaredy cats baga ... but being around my mom soothed us. She always made me feel better no matter how down I feel. Last year, she found out from my bro that I was crying coz of something, she called me at work to tell me she loves me and that whatever I decide to do, she'll back me up. She said I won't have to worry because she'll support me. Kahit anong kalokohang gawin ko (and let me tell you, I'm not really the perfect daughter), my mom forgives me and gives me another chance, which I always seem to screw up over and over. LOL. But she's always there for me, ready to guide me, ready to give her sermons (hehe, joke lang ma), ready to make me feel the love.

I LOVE YOU MAMA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

my baby

Survey from Dixie 2

1. 3 names you go by:
1. ninna
2. nins
3. nikka

2. Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1) pjs
2) shirt
3) underwear

3. Five Things you cant live without:
1) food
2) water
3) cellphone
4) computer (w/ internet)
5) car

4. Whats your Fav. cake?
* brazo de mercedes

You must answer every question
TRUTHFULLY!

1. Are you currently in a relationship?
* uhm ... i don't know, i don't think so. well, some sort of relationship, but not "in a relationship" so the answer is, no. lol.

2. Have you ever been given a rose?
* yes

3. What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
* the notebook

4. Have you ever been in love?
* yes

5. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
* uhm, sure.

6. Whats/Who is your current problem?
* i don't think i have the energy right now to enumerate all those. lol. j/k. well, there's the challenge of balancing work, school and my sanity ... that is the biggest challenge right now.

7. Have you ever had your heart broken?
* yes

8.Your thoughts of online or long distance relationship?
* uhm, it doesn't work ... at least not for me. i know myself, i know how paranoid i can be ... uhm, so no, i don't think i can do it. but if you can, i salute you. i wish you all the best.

9.Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
* hmmm. i don't think so. no.

10. Do you believe the statement "once a cheater always a cheater"?
* hahahaha. well, i believe that everyone has the tendency to be one, it's just a matter of acting on those tendencies.

11.How many kids do you want to have?
* 2 siguro

12.What is/are your favorite color(s)?
* black, white, blue, brown, red

13. Do you believe you only love once?
* no.

14.are you and your ex friends?
* yep

15.Imagine you're 40 , you have kids & your spouse just died, would you get re-married?
* uhm, idk.

16. at what age did you start liking the opposite sex?
* 17 or 18 (yung like na serious liking ha)

17. what song do u want to be played at your wedding?
* Ikaw Lamang

18. Do you like anyone right noåw?
* who doesn't? i like a lot of people ... i like my friends, i like my professors, my classmates, some coworkers .... hahahahaha =P

Carousel ... a real classic

I remember seeing this when I was younger ... so much younger. I was in elementary at that time ata. Kahit I was so young then, I really loved the movie. I don't exactly remember why, but I guess I just like old movies, classics baga. I don't even remember the story of the movie, coz I only saw it that one time. But I remember a scene where they were singing and it were at a carnival (basta may carousel sa background) or something ... that's the scene I remember this song from. I don't know if my memory is bad or what, but that's how I remember it. I'm gonna borrow the movie just coz I wanna refresh my memory.

Survey from friendster

Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
♣ Uhm.

Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken?
♣ Been both.

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
♣ smirnoff

Name a quote from the song you are listening to:?
♣ "I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Wont take long for me to move on"

How is life going for you right now?
♣ Busy. Very.

Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
♣ Aren't we all keeping something from someone? lol.

Who was the last person to comment you?..
♣ Sue

Regret(s)?
♣ Hmmmm. La naman.

What was the first thing you said when you woke up today?
♣ Ugh ... school.

Do you have a best friend?
♣ Yes =)

Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
♣ hehehe ... yeah.

Do you own a pair of green pants?
♣ Pants, no. Shorts, yes.

any crush?
♣ Yes.

Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
♣ Uhm, yes. Hmmm, karma is a scary thought.

What is your favorite fruit?
♣ Green mango ... tas sawsaw sa bagoong ... yummmm!

What is the last song to make you cry?
♣ I don't remember

Is your best friend pretty?
♣ oo naman

Have you ever passed out?
♣ yes, last week.

Do you trust people easily?
♣ At some level yes. But to get close to me and for me to tell them my thoughts and see other sides of me, it takes time.

When was the last time you puked?
♣ Last year?

Whats the thing that always gets you through the day?
♣ Humor, that's why I like to laugh and joke and just talk to people who make me laugh or smile or just not be stressed. hahaha.

Who do you miss?
♣ dami eh

Do you give out second chances too easily?
♣ Yep =(

What are you doing this coming summer?
♣ Probably class.

Where is one place you want to visit?
♣ Home =(

Do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?
♣ I like hugging but it still depends who I'm hugging.

Had plans and broke them?
♣ Yes. ahehehe

Do you eat steak?
♣ Yes.

How are you feeling?
♣ Tired. Stressed. Torn, slightly in dilemma.

Are you a lover or hater?
♣ I'd like to think I'm a lover.

What was the last movie you watched?
♣ The Wedding Date (dvd lang)

What are you listening to right now?
♣ Ang Aking Awitin

Do you want children?
♣ Yes, but not now. Oh gosh, not now.

Ever got so drunk you forgot everything that happened the night before?
♣ Yes. LOL. I don't like not remembering things though.

Have you ever cried over a boy/girl?
♣ Yes.

Are you seeing someone right now?
♣ Uhm. Good question.

Are you in a commitment right now?
♣ School? yes. Work? uhm, yes (pero masama sa loob ko). to a person? no-ish

Are you missing someone?
♣ Yes, always. That's why I want to get a pet ... nax, drama.

Plane or Ship?
♣Can it be a ship that flies? lol. Uhm, probably plane coz it's faster, but I do want to go on a cruise.

Do you have a tattoo?
♣ No, but I want to.

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ABSOLUTELY NO LYING QUIZ
1. last cigarette:*Can't remember
2. last beverage: *Smirnoff
3. last phone call: *Lea
4. last text message: *Lea
5. last CD played: *haven't played a cd in a while.
6: last BUBBLE bath: *uhm.
7: last time you cried: *an hour or two ago.
8. last meal: *an hour or two ago.

SEVEN have yous:

1. Have you ever dated someone twice?
*Yes.

2. Have you ever dated someone and then dump him/her?
*Yes.

3. Have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?
*Yes. Hah!

4. Have you ever fallen in love?
*Yes.

5. Have you ever lost someone?
*Yes.

6. Have you ever slept until 2 pm?
*I have gone over 36 hours without sleep. lol.

7. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up?
*Yes.

SIX things you did in the past four days:
1. Took a quiz at school, exam, used my visa, mc
2. Obsess about getting a kitten
3. Get so pissed that I want to go into a "hot box" and be happy.
4. Cleaned the turtle's tank (which by the way got dirty 10 minutes after I placed the turtles back, ugh)
5. Vent and cry to a friend
6. Talk to my bes

List SIX people you can tell pretty much anything to:
* Kat, Ria, Nap, Tiffany, Cathy, Marvs

List THREE favorite colors:
1. Black
2. White
3. Blue

List FOUR things you want to do before you die.
(before i start listing the TOP 4, i just want to say that I do have this thing that I want to try everything ... almost everything .... at least once before i die.
1. Skydiving
2. Deep sea diving
3. Travel in all continents and go to at least 10 of its hidden beautiful nature trails or hidden gorgeous thingies ... you know ... the things that are not "tourist spots" but are actually the untouched, uncommercialized beauty that shows the real soul of the place
4. To believe *********************** (lol ... secret toh. very few people know this. lol)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:
1. Your last kiss?
* bitin. mmmmm. more.

2. Gay Marriage?
*Go ahead. It's cool.

3. Lowering the drinking age?
*No way.

4. Straight, Gay, or Bi?
*It's a preference of who that person wants to spend their time with ... it's up to them. Nobody should tell someone that he should only be seeing a she, or she should only be seeing a he, or that he/she can't see both a he and she.

5. Who are the best huggers that you know?
*Kids. =)

6. Do you believe in love at first sight?
*No. Maybe lust at first sight, crush at first sight, even like at first sight may be possible; but love ... no. Love is not just a feeling, it's a decision as well.

7. Is there something you want to tell someone?
* Yep.

8. What brand of shirt are you wearing now?
* ewan.

9. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
*No.

10. What is your current annoyance?
*The fact that I can't do what I want. It frustrates me when things don't go the way I want it to.

11. How many kids do you want to have?
*2 or 4. Most likely 2.

12. Do you want to change your name?
*No.

13. Last time you saw your father?
*When I was in California

14. What did you do for your last birthday?
*go to school. I had class til 10 pm. But I did go to dinner the weekend before that an had a lil acad celeb on a different weekend.

15.What time did you wake up today?
* 5:40ish

16. What were you doing at midnight last night.
*homework

17. Name something you CANNOT wait to do.
*Get a puppy

18. What is your favorite thing in your room?
* My bed

19. What is your favorite shoes?
*sandals na itim na mataas

20. Where is your best friend right now?
*Most of them are nasa Pinas

Survey from Lea

Has anyone ever called you lazy?
→ lately, no

Have you ever tried sticking your fingers together?
→ yeah, when i was younger, LOL.

Has anyone told you a secret this week?
→ sort of. hehe.

What is the longest book you ever read?
→ nursing book?

Are you mad at anyone?
→ nope

Do you Fall in Love Fast?
→ i'd like to think i don't.

Ever cried over someone of the opposite sex?
→ yeah, di naman ako bato.

Name 3 thoughts at this exact time
→ 1. i wanna drink; 2. hyj says hello to chom.; 3. drinking margarita is fun but it's more fun when you're sharing it with somebody face to face and not by chat (right le? haha!)

When was the last time you cried from laughing so hard?
→ last week

What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone?
→ i think that was around 10 hours or so.

Have you ever thought you were gonna die?
→ yep

Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
→ nope. if i know i'm at fault, i usually admit it ... 75% of the time. hehehe.

What do you want in your life right now?
→ to finish school with flyin colors

It's about midnight. Who are you texting?
→ more like emailing or chatting. lol. secret ......

Honestly, if you could have ANYONE in the world, who would it be?
→ ryan reynolds. lol.

What is the dumbest thing you have ever done with your cellphone?
→ secret. lol.

What makes you feel like you are young again?
→ going dancing

I really can't stand:
→ people who force other people to do something they absolutely don't want to do

If I won the lottery, the first thing I would buy is:
→ condo

When you love, Do you give all?
→ yeah.. that's why i have to be careful who i love

Would you give up a dream for someone you loved?
→ i actually did before.

Have your friends seen you cry?
→ oh yeah.

Hit the next button on your player, what song comes on?
→ kung ako na lang sana ang 'yong minahal (bwahahahaha. whatta song!!)

How are you sitting?
→ slouching right now ... when i'm at work, i have good posture, when i'm home, i'm always almost lying down.

Name a quote from the song youre listening to.(lyrics nalang lol)
→ a little bit of love is all it takes, a little bit of love goes a long way

Last line of a song you heard?
→ i can't remember. lol

Would you rather be drunk or high?
→ drunk

I'm in shock

Two of my friends just got married. I didn't think they were the marrying type ... at all. I mean, I'm happy for them, but the whole thing just caught me off guard. LOL.

My Horoscope for Monday and Tuesday

Monday, March 3, 2008

Pisces (Feb 19 - Mar 20)

Today the hardest part about work is that you have to maintain a high level of interactions with others. You may not have the time or patience for small talk, yet there isn't necessarily a way to avoid it. Keep in mind, though, that what seems like idle chatter could actually lead to an important business opportunity down the road. Smile and put your best foot forward.

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Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Pisces (Feb 19 - Mar 20)

You may be angry with a friend or lover, though it's hard to say anything about it without making the situation worse. Although your conflicted feelings are playing out on the relationship stage, this dilemma is really about your passions. You are likely irritated because your actions aren't truly representing your emotions. Don't try to resolve all the differences between your inner and outer realities. Allowing them to coexist can be the source of great spiritual teachings.

Spring Break

Now that I'm done answering several surveys, I'm gonna really "blog".

First half of the sem is done, spring break na. I have a week off from school but I have to do so many things so I'll still be busy. I feel restless lately ... like I wanna do something, but I don't really have the chance to. I might do something fun next weekend, hopefully I don't get sick or anything.

Work ... same pa din.

I wanna watch a Juno (watching it right now), Jumper,The Other Boleyn Girl, 10000 BC, Penelope, Over Her Head Body and Foolds Gold.

Dami ko iniisip. Nakakaloka.

Survey from Dixie

1. Who knows the real you?
- ria, ate kaye, cathy, nap, marvs, jm

2. When was the last time you went out?
- yesterday ... but it's just out of the house, not out na gimik.

3.If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
- =P

4. What song are you listening to?
- wala

5. who does it reminds you of?
- wala nga akong pinapakinggan eh

6. Last movie you watched?
- sa sinehan? i can't remember.

7. Which of your friends live closest to you?
- tye, but i haven't seen her since her birthday last year

8. What is your favorite shirt?
- my "rock me" shirt ... it's comfy

9. Do you drive?
- yes

10. What did you do yesterday?
- class then errands then rest

11. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
- nope. i actually have a 20/15 vision. =)

12. Do you trust your friends?
- yes, pero different level of of trust

13.Who was the last person to call you?
- ellen

14.What annoys you?
- crazy people ... in my friend's words ... crazy people are those doing the same thing and saying the same thing over and over but expect a different result

15. Do you want multiple piercing?
- maybe sa bellybutton ... pero bwal eh.

16 . Your fav song in your player?
- i lost my ipod =(

17. Last time you went to the mall?
- last week ata

18 . What was the last thing you ate?
- adobong manok

19 . Which of your friends would make the best roommate?
- ria ... toogz taagz toogz taagz

20. Last thing you purchased?
- laptop cooler for my bro

21. Last vacation you were in?
- vacation ... what's that?

22. Do people ever spell your name wrongly?
- yeah. they usually spell it with 1 n.

23. What's the last compliment you received?
- i'm sweet and warm daw ... it's a pleasure to be around me daw.

24. Who was the last friend you hugged?
- can't remember

25. Which celeb are you eye candying?
- naku, madami

26. What's next on your wishlist?
- ipod or the L word dvds

27. Which band's concert would you want to watch?
- alicia keys

28. What colour are your nails?
- no nailpolish

29. Date down a special day for you?
- feb 19.

30. In just one word, describe yourself
- unexpected

Survey from Stephanie

1. You & your ex - ano ung tanong?

2. I am listening to - a commercial

3. Maybe I should - start studying

4. I love - my mom.

5. I don't understand - why i feel like i do right now.

6. I have lost my respect for - some people who i will not name. lol.

7. I last ate - adobong manok


IS YOUR/ARE YOU:

1. Is your hair wet? -- nope

2. Is your cell phone right by you? -- yep

3. Do you miss someone ? -- yep

4. Are you wearing chap stick? --- aquaphor actually

5. Are you tired? -- no =( i feel restless, i wanna go out ... go dancing or something. =(


HAVE YOU.

1. Recently done anything you regret? -- hmmm. not really.

2. Ever lied? -- me? lie? neverrrrrr

3. Ever kicked someone? -- yes *angelic grin*

4. Ever tripped over your own feet? -- yes


TODAY HAVE YOU.

1. Have you cursed? -- hmmm. yeah.

2. Have you gotten mad at someone? -- no, not today.


RANDOM.

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now? - yes

Q: Do you have any siblings? - two younger brothers

Q: Do you smile often? - yes. it's my defense mech. plus, if i don't smile everyone thinks somethings wrong ... they're used to seeing me smile.

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? - not always.

Q: Do you like your handwriting? - when im awake and not lazy... i do.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing right now? - blue, with lil dog prints. lol.

Q: What were you doing at 7pm yesterday? - resting

Q: I cant wait till... - i can see my family again (as in face to face ha, di counted ung webchat)

Q: What would you rather be called? - Ninna

Q: When did you cry last? - earlier this week ... coz of the dog commercial ... haha. ang babaw ng luha ko.

Q: Are you a friendly person? - i try.

Q: Do you have any pets? - turtle

Q; Are you one of those kids that cut their hair by themselves when they were younger?
- i did. i was bored during class so i cut the front ... = bangs. lol.

Q: What do you think when you see someone trip, and then try and play it off? - hmmm. masakit?

Q: Would you rather work a boring job, or a fast pace exhausting one? - FAST!!

Q: Know someone who just has way too many freaking aim screen names? - me, coz i keep on forgetting the password and the email address attached to it, so i just create new ones.

Q: Can you be trusted with a fragile object? - yes, uhm, well, it depends pala

Q: Ever almost get run over by a car? - hmmm. maybe. i don't remember.

Q: Do your parents have home videos from when you were a baby? - i think so

Q: Whats your favorite Popsicle flavor? - chocolate

Q: Do you like your school? - yes, and i like most of my classmates.

Q: What time do/did you have to be in school by? - lecture days ... 6pm; clinical ... 7am.

Q: Whats the last movie you saw? - sa sinehan? uhm ... i can't remember. =(

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1. Does anyone have your heart? - my family?

2. Ever been in a perfect relationship? - a relationship is NEVER perfect no matter how much love there is

3. Which is more romantic: flowers or candy? - flowers BUT i am bad with plants, so, i prefer receiving candies.

4. Are you wearing any jewelry? - not right now

5. Did you enjoy your last relationship? - uhm

6. Have you ever been on the television? - sorta. lol.

7. What did you eat last? - adobong manok

8. Do you like mustard? - with burger, hotdog, chaka certain fried foods

9. Do you miss anyone? - yes

10. Do you know your father's birthday? - yes

11. Where is the last place you went? - bed bath n beyooooooooond

12. Did you sing in the shower today? - not today

13. When is the last time you cried? - earlier this week ata.

14. What is the most irritating thing the opposite sex can do? - use force to get what they want. tsk tsk.

15. What are you listening to? - tv is on

16. What was the last movie you watched? - haven't seen one in a long time

17. Is your shirt new? - no

18. Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend? - close enough

20. Are you a cuddler? - yeah pero ala kacuddle eh

21 ?

22 ?

23. Do you read? - have to =(

24. Do you sleep with a teddy bear? - no

25 ?

26. What's the last TV show you watched? - the moment of truth

27. Do you like baseball? - not really coz i don't understand it. pero once i see a game (and have somebody explain it to me) i'd probably like it.

28. Least favorite sport? - wala. i like sports.

29. Last time you went out to eat? - last saturday

30. What are you doing tomorrow? - work

31. What did you do yesterday? - school

32 ?

33 ?

34. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? - lea

35. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? - no

36. What is the last thing you payed for online? - car payment

37. Is there anyone you wish was still in your life? - my lola

39. Regret any of your past relationships ending? - no

40 ?

41. What do you know about the future? - that it will happen because of the choices i make today

42. Who was the last person you rode in a car with? - jinx

43. How old do you want to be when you have kids? - hopefully before 30

44 ?

45. Do you have any tattoos or piercings? - earring sa ears. i want a tat sa lower back but my mom will disown me. hmmm, i should get it somewhere she won't see. hehehehe. (joke lang ma!)

46. Do people hate you? - hate is such a strong word. haha. but i know some people who don't like me from time to time coz i make them work extra hard.

47. How often do you give high fives? - very rare

48. The next person you’ll hold hands with, will it mean anything? - it means that my skin and that person's skin will be touching. =P

49.?

50. Do you like your life right now? - yeah

51. What song are you listening to? - nothing

52. Does someone like you? - i don't know ... what do you think?