now that i'm back in the office, i'm gonna be a slave to the company again. harhar. i kinda feel flattered though. some of my officemates actually came up to me and gave me a hug/kiss. they said that they missed my smiling face. one of them actually said that i popped in her head while she was at home. she was wondering if i would ever come back coz she missed me. another thing that made me happy is i reached my quota for september!! hoorah!!! only 2 of us did it. so, i'm kinda happy bout it. but i don't think i'm gonna hit my target for october ... well, i'm crossing my fingers.
my mind is a mess right now. i know what i should do but i don't know how to do it. i've hurt enough ... i've hurt them enough. i've cried enough ... they've cried enough. it's so true that it's easier to say what should be done when you're not in the situation, when you're not the one involved. but when you're in the situation, it's hard ... in fact i'm going crazy now. you can't just do what's "right" coz someone is bound to get more hurt than the others. so what you end up doing is the "lesser evil" which is still painful. shit, this sucks.
on another note, my cousins' grandmother (on the other side) will have a bypass operation on wednesday, so please pray for her. my grandfather will be confined to the hospital for 3 days ... he's going to have a general check up. they'll be running all sorts of tests on him. i hope he's going to be fine. also, my officemate's mom had a a stroke last october 9 and is still in the ICU, so please pray for her as well.
posted by -=Ninna19=- @ 1:31 PM
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