i'm back in new york

i've only been in new york for barely 5 hours but i wanna go back home (philippines) already. i'm already crying. i don't think there's anything in this world that can change my mind ... oh wait, there is ... if everyone i love lives here in the area with me, then i'd be happy.

on the plane, i didn't do anything but sleep and eat. i tried so hard not to think of my short visit coz it would surely make me cry. all my moments there was great. hmm, maybe there are not so great ones like the fight i had with my cousin (which unfortunately happened hours before we bid each other goodbye) and the night i lost my phone. but if given the chance though, i'd go through that over and over again just to have my moments with the people i love.

a while ago, i was reading ate kaye's blog and now i'm crying harder. she posted something about tricia removing all the tiredness from work just by a hug and a few words. i'm really gonna miss my family and the other people in my life who i can never live without.