*spank*spank*

oh gosh ... i just realized ... i'm so competitive. i hate the idea of being just second. it irritates me. i like being the best. but today ... it just sucks. i get the low-priced kind of ad (tag sale ads) and cheap people. everyone else gets people who spend more. this trend started yesterday, the sucky calls i mean. damn it, this would affect my stats. i like being the "top" agent (according to my boss, i was her top agent in our section) even if i know i'm just second to marion (which is fine with me coz she's nice to me) waaaaah! i don't want to be like this. this is bad. bad ninna! *spank*spank*

oh yeah, my mom spoke to one of her batchmates (tita arlene) who saw me last june or july. she said that tita arlene said i improved a lot. that i was more confident and all. though it feels good to know that, i know that i'm not confident YET. haha. oh, well, time will help me on that.