midnight entry

first week of work is over. so far, i think i like my job, there are some good perks ... that is if i do good. people are "okay" though i think there are some who'd be difficult to work with but i could be wrong of course. there's only like 3 peeps near my age in my immediate department, and one of 'em had her last day with the company last friday. hohum. but, it's ok. everything seemed just fine. i'll manage ... i hope. haha.

i went ice skating and now my foot has a 1.5 cm diameter blister. damn. it hurts. i wanna pop it and take the skin ... pero masakit un. ang hapdi nun. oh well. whatever.

my mind is so messed up. i don't know what to do anymore ... what to feel ... what to think ... hohum. i hope God gives me a sign on how to deal with things.

life was much much easier when i was in manila. work in the morning, dine out at night, clubbin' or out-of-town trips on weekends. haaay. well, things don't always go the way we want it to, just have to deal with it.