june 18 ... la lang.

haaay ... i've been crying the whole morning. i wish i'm in the philippines with my family. spend quality time with them. if only i could turn back the hands of time, i would've spent more time with my family instead of goin' out ... drinkin' & dancin'. haay. talagang ... "nasa huli ang pagsisisi". damn. i would've done things differently. family should always come first ... over everyone else. my family is the most important ... tried and tested ... they're always here for me (not physically though). but they are always available. they never turned their back on me. i love them so much.

so ... anyway, it's night already. i'll be callin my family in an hour or two to talk to everyone. they're gonna have a gathering at my house (in pinas). haaay ... i can already see me crying my eyes out later. hohum. oh well, life.