2 months of being in anotha country

wow ... can't believe it's already been two long ... excruciating months. i've been away from my loved ones for 2 freakin' months. god ... it's been really a roller coaster. more stomach churning than that of magic mountain's rides. days have been colder than that of the new york winds.

still got no job. gash. i do hope things get better soon. i really do. i know i deserve good things coz i've been good (hmmm. haha.)

it was my brother's birthday today. i called home to hear all their voices. it's the first time i didn't cry while talking to them. but as soon as we put the phone down, aaahhh ... tears also went down.

the other day, i talked to my boo. haaay...i really miss him. talking to him brought back the happy moments we had. even if he loves it when i get praning, he says it's funny. the way i react when he make me praning makes him laugh. gash. haha. but, it's all good. as long as he ain't crossin' any lines. coz like whhat he says ... "what's applicable to me, is applicable to you" hmm.

oh well, i'm so hungry!! i haven't had anything since last night when i was watching american idol!! i'm so happy that carrie won!! hehe.

anyway, that's it for now!