pandora's box

i don't know what's better ... to know something or not?

there you are ... innocently browsing through stuff ... not expecting to find something. but then **booooolaaaaagaaaaaa** you see something that gets you all worked up. the trouble with you snooping around is ... are you ready to face whatever it is that you stumble upon? would you be able to ignore things? would you be able to let your "smart" aka logic take over your head instead of your paranoia? how can you control things like that? another problem with stumbling on things that doesn't really make you feel secure is you can't take it back. you can't turn back time nor pretend that nothing happened. once you've crossed that line, there's no going back.

and now, you're stuck with something that you don't know how to deal with. in these situations, is the best to ignore what you saw coz it's probably nothing, or to probe deep into it to make sure it's really nothing? coz if it's really nothing ... probing shouldn't be a problem, right?

damn. sana forever akong bata. para walang problema.