morning rant

Paranoia / Kapraningan ... defined as "a mental state that leads to unreasonable suspicion of people and situations".

Ergo, a person who is paranoid "always thinks that friends are stabbing her back", "boyfriend is cheating on her", "a little comment is white lie for something big and bad" and "a compliment is sarcasm for the real opinion". Every little thing for a paranoid person means something. If a guy's girlfriend isn't at the meeting place at the set-time, he would think that she's with someone at that time that's why she's not at the meeting place. A paranoid friend would freak out if he got an invitation to a friend's party late, coz he'd think it's a pity invite so he wouldn't come at all. When a boyfriend calls his girlfriend on her landline, then she doesn't pick up ... that means she's not home and is out with another guy.

A paranoid person is very sensitive. Insecure about everything. He'd think his body is too thin, or too fat, or too dark, or too light. There's always something wrong. There's always something to complain and whine about.

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ok ... i don't know why i made that. well, i am bored outta my mind. i'm hungry, but i need to save money. speaking of money ... that is not the most important thing in the world. it's something that you can earn. so, wag maging sobrang barat sa buhay. wag mag-kwenta lagi. it's not a pretty sight, plus, nakakairita at nakakaoffend paminsan. it's just money. di ko naman sinasabi na spend a lot, coz kagaguhan un. gamitan lang ng utak.

anyway, ang mga bagay ngayon... di natin maiintindihan. pero wag magalala, we will understand it someday. di man ngayon, di man bukas ... pero for sure, malalaman nating isang araw bakit nangyari ang mga bagay. kasi di ba, if God gave us everything now, then we have nothing to live for. that's why He's giving us both pain & comfort. you can't be happy if you haven't been sad coz you won't know what "happy" is. so always appreciate what you have, coz you'll never know when God will decide to take His creation back and give it or her/him to someone else.

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"The only thing permanent in life is death and change."

"Everything happens for a reason."

"You'll never know the value of something until it's gone."