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I'm so sad. Some people who are dear to me were let go from work. It's so weird. This will require some adjustments. My supervisor is gone and will have a new boss. I will be reporting to the Manager (or Director) directly. Hohum. I wonder how and how much this will impact my job. Another thing that made me feel the impact more than it would was I was so happy last night. I haven't been that genuinely intimately happy for a few years. That was really great. Then I was so hyper at work (at least within my area). Then we went to lunch at an Indian Restaurant (awesome food) in Port Chester. Then when we got back, bad news went flying all over. So it's like ... I was on such a high then boom, crash.

Anyway, I shouldn't dwell on the bad things. I should focus on the good things. Time with JM was awesome. I really enjoyed that. Special. It's what my sis and I call, "tender moments", lol. Tender moments like the "image", MVRs, SVRs, Rs in general, lilxs and qcktch ... 1000m. I want more of those. But if I get more of those tender moments, I might lose contact with the ground. LOL.