long time no write

wow, tagal ko na di nagsulat. some of my friends were even asking when i'll update. so my friends ... ito na ang update.

march was a crazy month. the craziest so far for this year. dumating si mama, but nagstay lang sha for 10 days. but sa 10 days na un, we were able to give her a tour of boston, nyc & suburbs ... basically westchester and rockland ... thanks to keith; and niagara falls. i'm pretty sure my mom enjoyed her stay, except that mejo napraning sha lalu. haha. anyways, when we brought mama sa airport, di pa ko umiyak, i cried nung gabi na, nung magisa lang ako. that's when i usually wallow in my emotions. i'm kinda keeping it tago kung baga. di ako pumasok after nun coz i was depressed.

then one weekend, we went to some outlets ... pero i had no intention of buying anything coz i just spent on this laptop i'm currenly using. then nung time na for work, nagkasakit ulit ako. o diba, ang saya? mejo ubos na by this time ung sick leave ko coz i only have 7 for the year, and i've already used up 6. so, in other words, pinilit ko sarili ko pumasok sa work. but wednesday, i really can't na. it was obvious already that i was sick plus my mom and i had this chat about my grandma that made me cry so my condition got worse. i decided to just work half day kaya umuwi ako by 11. then i went to a doctor nung hapon who said na wag na ko pumasok for the rest of the week and just rest, tas monday na lang daw ako pumasok. but like what i said, ala na ko mashado leaves so i'm gonna make sure i can go to work tomorrow.

my brother JC had his highschool graduation na!! i'm so proud of him!! my brother Brian had his 20th birthday nung march 20, so happy birthday bro!! i love you both!!

there's a lot more that happened. i just can't remember much right now. though there were some conversations with people that are coming back to me. for example, i had this conversation with a female friend ... she had a complain about her bf. na tipong pagnagtatampo daw sha and wishing amuhin sha ng bf niya, at first aamuhin pero pag nagpa-hard-to-get or nagtampo pa sha more, naggigive up easily ang bf niya and di na sha aamuhin. pero in my opinion, most guys are like this. they give up pag nagtampo ang gf or the gf would act like galit or something. they won't exert that extra effort para lambingin ang gf or suyuin or just stick around to calm her down. i'm not generalizing naman. i'm sure may guys who would drop to their knees or do something super sweet to sweep the gf off her feet para lang maging ok na sila ulit. or am i being to hopeful? or am i just a hopeless romantic who still believes in fairytales? haha, ewan. ah basta. tulad nga ng sabi ng isang friend ko, masaya may gf/bf pero nagbibigay din ng sakit ng ulo at the same time.

ayan mga friends, may update na ko. hehe.